I love every detail for each one is work of beauty.
I have been together with a number of guys but in my whole life, I have been in-love twice.
When I got heart broken a year ago I thought it was the end of the world with the thought that I won’t love anybody else and vice versa. I have been with two different guys and it really didn’t solve any problem I had, it only worsen it.
Now, I am with my love, Joshua Cedrex Lopez-Cafe and I am more certain than ever that I am in-love with this man, i’m in love with his hairy body, with his beard and mustache, with the way he smells, with the way he smiles, with the way he laugh, with the way he makes everyone smile, I love love love his eyes, I just love everything about him.
After years of waiting, after being together with 2 men because searching… I am contentedly say finally in-love again. Hopefully this time, it’s with the right man.
Today, November 14, 2013, I started asking myself, do I really want to stay with someone who is unsure of me? Of us? Do I really want to take the risk of waiting for his final answer whether he wants to stay or not, whether he loves me or not? I am thinking deep.